Try this later ..
opendns.com
Afterthought - yes, I'v been way too lazy to update this space or post anything new. Might as well use it as a notes-to-myself space.
update on opendns - tried, tested and rocking. am gonna recommend this to all those people having trouble with ISP DNS servers, particularly Airhell!
Patter
grey clouds
darnkened sky
not depressing
just hope
burst darn cloud
let that water through
splash and spray
a billion drops together
pull them down earth
wash me away
Stuck ..
blistering burning
the sounds its churning
emotions of emptiness
still left yearning
stop looking for that hand
stop looking for the light
walk away while you can
you'll know it was right
stumble you might
many a times over
its better than being left out
in the cold forever
its the only way to know
stay a while if you like
eventually, you'll go.
Cheese
toothy sparkles
like cheshire cats they be
bright in pink and orange
a picture speaks a thousand words they say
well this one holds a million more
Overdrive
I still do drive like i'll kill sometimes. someone else of course. is that a confession? not really. its just excessive control for me and the little lack of it somewhere else. the front left wheel maybe which skids around every time i turn that steering a bit too much. high speeds, a screech, spin, sand flying and adrenaline rushing. breathe. slam that throttle, no time to waste. touching a 100 in no time swerving through trucks and traffic. lower gears, squeeze into just enough space and push it again. its a high. a hair raising high. that lil hair at the back of the neck. goosebumps. if i dont come back someday, we'll know where i am .. still on the road of course.
Murder
its a beautiful view, green and blue
stretching farther than i could hope to see
but i will , and do , as i close my eyes
i take the jump, fall a thousand miles
stretch my hands and feel free, like never before.
they sent me here
no they didnt tell me to
but they sent me to this
to a life beyond the one i live
because i dont live, as they see it
i am a bane, a repulse, a reason to flinch
they do , they all do, make me.
but all i spoke was the truth
all i believed was the truth, my truth
something they can never hope to understand
or see with their conditioned minds.
but are they worth it .. i think not
i open my eyes and walk back
to my life, to live it all over again.
black
and it rains
every drop piercing through me
suffocating me
making me want to pull those chains away
its a bitter sweet pain
staying enclosed
how long will i take it
pondering away
a slash a slit
sounds of a crash
swift swishes
all in my head
i'll let it be
but for how long...
billibing
*ring
"hello net..intergritty?"
"NETTIGRITTY, yes?"
"yes yes. i have made payments in your account"
"Please email billing@nettigritty with the details"
"ok ok, i will mail"
"Thank you"
*click
So far so .. so. he did mail very promptly .. to billibing@nettigritty... billibing. billibing! billibing? the aftermath ..
[18:12] zubinsaigal: what on earth is billibing ?
[18:12] djkrishkay: a brother of chandler Bing?
[18:12] zubinsaigal: lol
[18:12] djkrishkay: 
ok.. (maybe he was french thinks kookoo, or wannabe english methinks