Z's Blog Expecto Randemonium

29Jan/080

Pages

leaves from my book
they're falling out a page at a time
scattered all over the place
filled with things that cross my mind

its all for show now
the things that I've never ever said
lets see how much gets walked over
and lets see how much gets read

pick up the one's you like
they're yours for the taking
I'm lying between them now
scattered like them but breathing

21Jan/080

featherhead

a spring in my step
i'm reaching up
running my fingers through clouds
sprinkling rain along the way

i'm as light as a feather
gliding along
floating down mountains
flying over lakes

running up through the air
i'm rearranging stars
free falling through the atmosphere
my destination, everywhere

21Jan/080

Blind

All I could see was a silhouette
A faceless form, I hadn't seen her yet
She moved like a ghost, not moving at all
From her place to mine and into me
The outline changes from a line to light
A blinding light that still deprives me
Of the form I try to see
And the face I try to post to memory
Why do these details niggle me
When I know not her, her face or form
I still try to construe what I see
Of her and what she does to me
She can't be real, just smoke, a cloud of mystery.
20Jan/080

The Black Moon

the black moon, my ugly friend
stands out in the deep grey sky
yellow teeth and drunk red eyes
looks down towards me

the black moon, my ugly friend
i hate him, i cant stand him,
he's beaming down an ugly grin
a face changed over night

a highlight of white lingers behind
reflecting on the water below
ripples in the dark water
coming towards me

drink up he thunders,
swallow it whole
bitter it may be
its good for you soul

19Jan/080

Bits and Pieces

A drop in the ocean
Rising and falling
A grain of sand
Tossed and turned
A tiny little fish
Food for another
They're nothing alone
Just insignificant things
Just forms of life
A part of larger things
Each with its own meaning
And each its own significance
Complete the Universe
Like little bits and pieces
The light from one star
Wont do much with all its might
Put them all together
It becomes a beautiful night
19Jan/080

Goodbye

i've taken every picture off the wall
i've made up my mind,
i dont wan't that call.
get away from me, set me free
leave me alone and let me be
i'm soaring up, i'm flying low
free as a bird far out of reach
this is where i belong
don't try tying me down
you've said your part and done your bit
for you, words, i have none left.
24Feb/061

Patter

grey clouds
darnkened sky
not depressing
just hope
burst darn cloud
let that water through
splash and spray
a billion drops together
pull them down earth
wash me away

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9Jan/062

Stuck ..

blistering burning
the sounds its churning
emotions of emptiness
still left yearning
stop looking for that hand
stop looking for the light
walk away while you can
you'll know it was right
stumble you might
many a times over
its better than being left out
in the cold forever
its the only way to know
stay a while if you like
eventually, you'll go.

25Nov/054

Cheese

toothy sparkles
like cheshire cats they be
bright in pink and orange
a picture speaks a thousand words they say
well this one holds a million more

23Nov/050

Overdrive

I still do drive like i'll kill sometimes. someone else of course. is that a confession? not really. its just excessive control for me and the little lack of it somewhere else. the front left wheel maybe which skids around every time i turn that steering a bit too much. high speeds, a screech, spin, sand flying and adrenaline rushing. breathe. slam that throttle, no time to waste. touching a 100 in no time swerving through trucks and traffic. lower gears, squeeze into just enough space and push it again. its a high. a hair raising high. that lil hair at the back of the neck. goosebumps. if i dont come back someday, we'll know where i am .. still on the road of course.